When will life be normal again?

Hello friends!

As you all know the last few days months have been pretty hard.  I am trying very hard to move past this accident and get back to normal life… the question is.. when will it happen? I am sooo ready.  I want to play softball, I want to RUN, I want to go to the gym.  I would really love to be there 100% for my hubby, my family, my friends and my job.  I feel useless and more importantly I feel like a burden on everyone, especially my hubby and family 😦

Maybe its the weather again today effecting my mood, but I just feel really low today…. I couldn’t sleep last night, so when it was time to get ready for work, I was not only exhausted but in too much pain to drive.  So alas I am working from home again today.  The only good thing is that I can sit here and ice my shoulder all day, and it makes Ella happy.

I guess I just want everyone to know I am trying, I love all of you and I am so grateful for everything and everyone I have in my life.  And I am sorry we are all going through this… I know our families are over 2011, this has been quite an interesting year for us (and not in a good way).   Thank you to everyone for standing by me when I need you guys the most 🙂

Okay time to shake it off and move on with the day.

Despite being in pain today from Physical therapy yesterday, it was a great day.  Yesterday was my mommy’s birthday 🙂

 

Hi mommy!  This is a picture from our wedding of the three of us :). The picture I took last night did not turn out as well as I had hoped.  Erik and I order an edible arrangement for my mom

and my sister bought her flowers and a card.  I told my sister to take a better picture of our edible arrangement but she said no (meanie).

We took my mom to Coastal Flats, and I had the filet as usual 🙂

It was ah-mazing as usual.

Afterwards we went to Pinkberry, and I tried their new pomegranate flavor. Oh.m.g. wow, so good. I found a new favorite flavor.  Next time we go I will try a peanut butter/ chocolate swirl 🙂

Love you guys!

Cheers!

7 thoughts on “When will life be normal again?

  1. Lauren says:

    It’s hard going through something like that, especially when it messes up with all the plans you were looking forward to in the future. No fun. But we still love you and we’re all understanding of your situation.

    I love you Shmee!!!

    That food last night was good 🙂

  2. Allison @ PickyEatingRD says:

    I DOUBT you are a burden to any of those people! I am sure they all care for you so much and want you to feel better and that’s why they are helping you along the way =) With all the support you have I have no doubt that you will be back to your old self in no time!!

  3. Tara says:

    This injury will make you stronger!! It’s so hard to get through – but once you get through it you will be so proud of yourself for making it through the hard times. It’s tough, but you can do it!

    Happy Birthday to your Mom. I’m so jealous that you got pinkberry! I wish we had one around here.

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