Ugh today is one of the toughest days I’ve had to face… It has been seven years since we lost my dad, and to top it off it is my first day back at work… Which means I don’t get to look at this little face all day
I am seriously full of sadness and way too much emotion.. I really shouldn’t have picked today to be my first day back at work… oh ya did I mention it is snowing?! I don’t know about you but I think all of these signs are telling me to quit and be a stay at home mom.
Other than being away from Liam today, I can’t help but be fixated on the fact that my dad never got to meet his grandson. He would have loved him so much. I think that he had always wanted my first born to be a boy, since they didn’t have a boy of their own, and boy oh boy is Liam the best.
I have been thinking about looking into getting some freelance jobs here and there and see if I can find a way to be a stay at home mom and still make some money.. All I know is that I want more of this quality time with my baby…
I hope everyone has a great day.